relationships – Doctress Diaries

Meine dilemma…

Far and far as I keep walking, distance I measure, depth goes ignored.

I dive, I delve, I whirl, I swirl, keep walking, unalarmed of the trench that lies below.

Like the sea, I know, I can never bind the shore, yet, each moment I weaken the shoreline by my wetness.

Rivers come in and fulfill me, yet my heart lies at the coast.

Today I stand at a point, a place to which leads two ways, one I know its destination, another seems foggy, stony path.

The paradoxical heart leads me towards the invincible.

For the man I fell in love with unconditionally……

Unaware as I was, facing alone the strife, when destiny seeded you in me, at the crossroads of my life.

Not my womb, but my heart I choose, to nurse you like a bud of rose.

As time passed you were still unknown, until my soul inside began to moan.

I could feel our hearts beating in a rhythm, a fact that I, jus couldn’t fathom.

With time you grew in me, our souls entangled, me battling the forces upon you which were angled.

Just as I realized your presence; me, you had conquered, my senses, my life, all to you were anchored.

My sweet child you give me eternal happiness, giving me strength to put my life out of mess.

In me I have kept you safe and strong, nursed you tenderly, shielded you against the wrong.

Part of me, to you my child, I dedicate, unsure of what in future for me awaits.

In me I have moulded, caressed you dearly, my love, warmth holding on to you tightly.

My baby you mean the word to me, yet my love you fail to see.

The time is passing, soon I will have to set you free, all this while my trapped soul is crying out, just with you to be.

Conceived in my mind, born through my pen.

A poem composed by me

We met on life’s journey and instantly our hearts felt connected,

Time spent, words exchanged lead us in believing one future,

Destinations separate, we walked towards east and west.

Few years of commitment and we boasted about life,

Through thick and thin we did stand together, but those were just a few blows of wind,

Maturity made fools out of us, leading in the blind world of true love.

Eventually passion rekindled our romance, one thing leading to another,

Two immature people becoming one, without realizing its depth,

Interfered in God’s plan and made a rule,’made for one another’.

Now I see life laughing at me through its meanest grin,

I, a natural fool, expected mountains out of mole hills,

Accepted the illusion that everything only belonged to me,

Now heart has stopped beating, and brain started ticking.

Love doesn’t mean you own a persons life,

Sacrifice, easy to say, but difficult as counting specks of sand,

My immaturity facts are brought to light,

After all it was just love between us, and nothing more…..